i'm arancha shinta
i'm seventeen years old and i'm an undergraduate student in Accounting Major of Gadjah Mada University.
i love art, vanilla, and money.
bubbly
million thanks to you who gives me comments! mmwach :-*
i get shocked when i open my academics portal web site : SINTESIS.
and i feel so disappointed with my almost-final GPA.
if my GPA is figured, it may be like this.
i mean. i know there's something wrong in there. about fair or unfair. about JUSTICE.
some people said i'm too much and greedy because i never accept what i have got. but.. i know i may too much but it's kind of sad, not like i'm selfish and arrogant.
i accept it all because i get it, as my effort works on it. but i cannot accept it, IF my lecturers cannot be fair in give all the students a score.
i'm not protesting my B score in Pancasila and Agama Islam, because i deserve it.
i join class seldomly, often doing TA (or titip absen, means not entering class but ask friends to signing my presence in a book presence), absent in Agama presentation (because i was going home because my dad in hospital). i deserved get B, which is 'not so good' score for me, because yaa~ it's fair. i get what i've done.
but what if THE UNFAIR things comes from comparation with another average students who doesnt deserve to get that score?
i mean, the lecturer is not objective. or even they just give the score without seeing the students effort!
for example, student A and student B have the same effort. their presence in class is same, their average daily academics score is same, and their ability in that subject is same. And the lecturers gave them a DIFFERENT SCORE! EVEN THEY DIDN'T REALLY DO SCORING!
and the second case, student A is more more and moooooree everything from student B. BUT STUDENT B GET BIGGER SCORE than STUDENT A!!
Oh God. i know you all must say that i'm too much. score is not everything. but score is an INDICATOR for me! you cannot give me A or B or C if you didn't review my effort that i've done!
i'm terribly sad if you know..
i'm a person who cannot 'take it easy' if it is about score.
and it hurts if they get what they mustn't get. :(
ahaa.
i wanna show you one of my best video.
here it is, me with my sister, singing my favourite own song titled "Goodbye Goodbye".
i dont know why i love this song more than my another own songs. i do remake remake and remake it, by my self or with my sister. maybe it will be my single if i have an album :)
Goodbye Goodbye
music and lyrics by Arancha Shinta
singer : Arancha Shinta and Aya
i want to forget you
i wanna forget everything
everything and everything that you gave to me
it's sounds so unconsistant
but i know this is the last time
you and i and me and you
have found finally truth
i think it's better that you find me someone else
let me to go from this an ordinary love
you and i you and i you and i were end
it's time to say goodbye
do you ever feel the same?
when you know that you're in lied
pain hurt and hesitate means you're not for me
do you think that i'm wicked
cuz i leave you suddenly?
yeah it's me, oh yeah it's me
i feel so sorry
Hey pal :)
i've made one new song again! after long time no new song, no guitar-ing, now i'm back hehe.
this song is made by me in this holiday, when i still in Cilegon, meet my string guitar (only nilon guitar which i have in Yogyakarta) and.. separated with my Aditya Rachman.
so missing someone can built your creativity right?
and here.. Craving For You.
Craving for You
music and lyrics by Arancha Shinta
when we fall apart, one time in a big place, thousand miles i feel so all alone, i miss you all the time i miss the way you look me back
and i know it's been a week but it does feel like a years craving for your voice, and craving for your touch and i know i need you so much
but i just know that i'll be back soon. to meet you and singing this song for you
i want you, right now cuz i cant wait longer to meet you it's so hard in here, without you..
i've layering and colouring some my photos with Arum when we hunt photos for fun on december :) check it out and comments will help me to improve my photoshopping thingy :p
two faces. model: Arancha Shinta photo taken by Arum Ratri Hapsari photoshopping by Arancha Shinta
she lost in hundred Ronald McDonalds! aaarrrrgh. model : Arancha Shinta photo taken by Arum Ratri Hapsari photoshopping : Arancha Shinta
the aurora. model : Arum Ratri Hapsari photo taken by Arancha Shinta photoshopping by Arancha Shinta
coloured laugh. model : Arum Ratri Hapsari photo taken by Arancha Shinta photoshopping by Arancha Shinta
dance with Ronald. model : Arancha Shinta photo taken by Arum Ratri Hapsari photoshopping : Arancha Shinta
i love watching movie, especially drama ( after horror and thriller actually :p). here i got my own list about my top 5 favourite drama movies you must see at least once to know how good human all over the world can make a very good movies like these :)
1. Just Like Heaven (2005)
i do really love this movie. it's totally awesome, i'm impressed with this one at the most :) havent you watch this movie? i'm suggest this to you. the story was begun when a beautiful young doctor named Elizabeth ( Reese Witherspoon ) get in comas because of car accident and her spirit still keep live in her apartment and meet its new occupant; David ( Mark Ruffalo), a lonely landscape architect. they meet then blah blah fallin love :)
actually it's not as simple like that. Elizabeth need David help to find the way to come back to her body which is has been lying on bed in hospital for 3 months.
i'm not good in describe something, but for sure, this movie is very very 'a must to see film ever'! funny, entertaining (i got a lotta laugh when watching this!), sweet, romantic, delightful and extraordinary! awwwwwwww :)
and plus, i do love the soundtrack so much!! Just Like Heaven by Katie Melua.
2. The Lake House (2006)
very enchanting movie! it's about love between Alex (Keanu reeves) and Kate (Sandra Bullock) who never meet before and just doing writing letters until the facts and the time which they need to realized bring them to a true love :') it's kinda touchy touchy and beautiful movie. great movie. great. :)
this movie is totally different with Just Like Heaven. both of these is very good movie but in different way and type. Just Like Heaven is a comedy romantic drama, while The Lake House is a 'serious' romantic drama.
3. Forrest Gump (1994)
i love love looove almost every Tom Hank's movie. Cast Away, The Terminal, Forrest Gump, Green Mile and any other, all is good movie and great and inspiring and coool! if i should choose one of the Tom Hank's Movie List to be choosen as the best, i will be very confused and hard to choose one. I love all!
But if choosing is a must for providing this Top 5 List, i will choose Forrest Gump as the winner. oh why oh why?
it tells us about story of Forrest Gump ( Tom Hanks ) an imperfect person who has a below intellegent quotient (IQ) of human IQ average and his meaningful life. i learn looot stories from him.
and this is my favourite quote from this movie :
My momma always said, "Life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get."
4. The Classic (2003)
this movie is.. ah. ah. so classic. so romantic :)
this is south-korean movie, the story goes about Ji Hae (Son Ye Jin) and Soo Kyoung (Jo in-Seong) and.. their secret of love story. hahahaha i have no words to explain, but you must to see this classic epic story! awww.
5. Where God Left His Shoes (2007)
nice heart warming movie. it's family story, classic actually but it's keep me in tears hahaha. the story goes about a failed boxer (Leguizamo) struggles to find a job and an apartment for his family on Christmas Eve. and God give them all the gift and miracle at all sadness :')
nb: lo tau nggak sih, gue dapet A untuk Pengantar Ekonomi, yang notabene paling hewtttttt itu dan gila lo, 6 SKS! hahaha. dan gue dapet A buat Bahasa Inggris gue. selamat, Arancha! doain untuk yang lain juga yaaaaaaa. smoga A terus :)
gue di cilegon :) dengan segala kesenangan dan kesedihan yang ada. fyi : bokap gue resmi keluar dari harapan kita! sekarang dia di rumah, masih pemulihan operasi jantung by-passnya itu (yang sempat membuat hidup gue terobrak abrik belakangan ini) Alhamdulilah, Ya Allah. makasih banyak atas kesempatan kali ini, i'll use it as well as i should do :) makasih buat yang udah ngedoain, dari 50 comments di status Facebook gw waktu itu, sangat membantu sekali, buktinya bokap gue kuat ngadepin ini :)
Anyway, bokap gue kurus banget. but he still handsome like usual, two things different in my dad are: gray hair and thinner than before he sick (turun sebelas kilo) . tapi ngeliat beliau udah bisa senyum, ketawa dan jalan gue seneeeeeeeng banget :)
it's miracle, apalagi kalo inget masa masa kemaren. di RS Krakatau Medika, terus lanjut rujuk ke RS Harapan Kita. Rasanya yang ada cuma nangis terus. dan kepura puraan. yap, gue harus selalu terlihat ceria dan gembira di depan bokap gue. tapi dibaliknya gue masih manja dan nangis terus :(
gue seneng! makasih ya Allah..
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okay. kemaren gue ikutan tim UGM buat berpartisipasi dalam University Day Out. wow. haha. gue berperan sebagai Bendahara tim UGM. megang duit yang banyak ternyata sangat menyeramkan :( UDO has passed dan sekarang waktunya konsentrasi ke dua hal yaitu KRS-an dan GMAD. WAAA.
KRS-an. ada yang nggak tau KRS? oke sebenernya gue juga gatau tepatnya itu apa. haha. cuma yang gue tau , KRS adalah waktunya para mahasiswa mahasiswi beradu nasib mereka menentukan dosen dan jadwal makul yang bisa dipilih. tentunya semua orang pengen dapet dosen yang enak dan jadwal yang oke kan? dan itulah letak permasalahnnya. kita harus berperang! hahaha lebay.
saingannya anak seangkatan memperebutkan sekitar 50 kursi untuk satu kelas. wow banget nggak sih? dan bahkan gue belum punya list rencana dosen. tapi kayaknya pacarku tersayang, Aditya Rachman Cihuahua (lho?) udah nyiapin list dosen buat gue. senang banget deh, itu enaknya punya pacar senior yang ganteng dan ehem banget HAHA apa sih aye.
yah, rencananya gue mau KRS-an bareng sama Lia dan Sandra. heyaah. ayo semangat! hehe.
dan yang kedua, GMAD. ngeliat si pacar stres berat sebagai wakil ketua GMAD gara gara acara pertama GMAD yaitu Try Out UM-UGM Salute bakal terlaksana sebentar lagi, sekitar 2 minggu lagi, tapi sebagian besar panitia dan para koor serta ketuanya masih dalam masa liburan di luar jogja (termasuk gue), membuat gue sangat sangat prihatin sama dia. huhuhu. kasian kamu car. (pacar mksudnya) dia sendirian menghadapi ini itu dan mengurusi TO Salute di jogja sana.
hey para panitia, kembalilah ke jogja secepat mungkin!!
gue sendiri sebagai pubdok. hm, apa mau dikata, kerjaan gue udah hampir beres, tinggal nunggu logo sponsor untuk di masukin ke dalam poster dan tiket buatan gue, lalu ngesend semua itu nanti malem via email ke koor Logistik.
terus baru kerja deh pas hari H untuk dokumentasi. SLR oh SLR.. Arum aku pinjam yaa! *sering banget gue ngomong gini di sini haha.
doakan gue sukses ya untuk 2 acara jangka pendek ini :)
yesterday i've read a blog, made by one girl that i even don't care about before. it's hmm, rather irritating me. because it's clearly written about me, about the past and.. about something that i cannot be blamed.
why she think she could write like that? is it my fault if i'm telling the truth? i do it for her good, not for mine. it's not my business if he hurts you like that or else, but the problem is, he involving me in this case! and i think as a nice woman whose same feeling if being hurts like that, i have a responsibility to tell her the truth. i'm sorry if it hurts, but it doesn't mean that i hurted you. it's him. it's his fault. it's him who hurts you, not me :( but why you mad at me, not to him?
i feel so sad when i read that post, because she hated me for something that i shouldn't accept. i dont mean to disturb you, i dont mean to make you hurted. it's simply because i know how does it feel, so i dont wanna you keep live in lie of him.. i just want to make it bright, make it clear and i dont wanna involved by case like this. it's you and him business. it's not mine. and i dont want to join it. sorry, sist. please, he's only the past that I WILL NEVER TOUCH anymore. please, don't push me like you are the one who hurted.
sometimes i feel so bad when i know i feel this way. i think i'm not mature, and too childish. yeah it's so me. it's about jealousy. :(
yaa~ lot of times i feel it. i realize it. i realize that my heart feel jealous or something like that. even for a little things, i can be too much for this sensitive case. it just about unwillingness to let him getting close with any other girl. whatever its reasons or whatever it takes, i feel sooo hard to let it be. no no no, please dont ever disturb my boy, please.
is it too much? is it too childish? is it too much if i'm jealous when i see his best-old-girl-friend acts like that to him??
yeah. i'm too much. but it's not about feeling that i can handle. i can not. but i just can do nothing when that feel has come. he is mine. he is miiiiiiiineeeeeeeeeeee :((
